my new room now looks more like my own room. not my sister's old room. my house feels like my new place with an amazing energy.
so far I think this is off to a good start.
I am actively making myself someone I desperately want to be around. it's coming much more easily than I could have ever thought. the cool headbands and good music seem to contribute. also being happy and smiling more seem to ease self-directed disdain.
I tend to giggle at everything now. especially when I'm alone.