I have three more. one today, one tomorrow and one on Saturday. I can do this.
I'm mixed up in some really weird stuff that I'm trying not to think about too much. I mean, I know it's better this way, but I can't help but analyze it do death. at some point I'm going to have to come clean with a lot of people.
I just want to sleep. that's all I want to do right now. I don't know if I've been this tired in a long time. so lame.
I am going on vacation on Sunday. I am leaving for just over a week with Lauren to have a really good time. I think B.C. will clear my head. also, not having to think about school will be advantageous.
I am pretty sure I have some sort of S.A.D. because yesterday I was so happy because it was beautiful and perfect outside and today it is shit and I'm all annoyed and stuff. oh well. Summer is on it's way, I know that for sure and that's all that matters.
This summer is a summer for riding my bike. That and adventures. I want to get in to trouble and take pictures. I think this summer will be good for me. I am going to make it good for me.
four things I know will happen:
2) roasting marshmallows
3) outdoor excursions, like walks through fish creek park. and camping with people. I have already been invited camping later this summer. :)
4) Alaska adventures. Sara may join me for a bit up there and we will take my Dad's Jeep and have a really fucking cool time in Alaska.
alright, I feel better and a little more level-headed. I know what's going on around me a little more.
I do need to write more, it calms me and makes me think of things critically. more rationally.
I love you all, I just need to let everyone know that.